Wishes and ambitions

23:07 Happiness , Marshmallow , Random , Rogue , Stories 0 Comments

I remember asking for the stress and the busy life I used to have in my previous post. Well, I think that it is starting. This term is off to a slow but steady start, slow and steady. It's alright, I like 'em slow and steady ;) HAHAHAHA

When I was a kid, I remember telling my older brother and my aunt that I wanted to be a flight attendant. Instead of them giving me support and cheering me on, they decided to laugh at me and tease my by saying "the plane can't fly 'cause you're too heavy." Funny, isn't it? well that stuck to my mind and I guess since then, I chose to be something else. As far as I remember, that was the first time I ever spoke about what I wanted to be in the future but then I stumbled upon this...

Rogue FTW!

I always knew that deep in my heart, I was meant to be part of the X-Men (next to becoming a mermaid and a marshmallow). See how I fit the photo perfectly? Hahaha. I just found it amusing that ever since I was a child, I was already awesome. Same level of awesomeness as Barney Stinson minus the sex. :) Good job child version of me, you never fail to put a smile on my face :3

Right now, I want to be so many things but there is only one of me - it's crazy! On the top of my list, I want to be a marshmallow, nope, it is not absurd.

From here! :)

Can you see it because I CAN! I can see myself being a marshmallow and yes, the world will definitely be a better place. There's something with becoming a marshmallow that's just so appealing, I've definitely got the shape and softness down already, now to make myself snow white :3

Second, I have always wanted to become a mermaid (sorry, no photo available for major reasons hahaha). There's something in the water that makes me feel comfortable and at home, I guess the feeling that I am weightless makes me love the water. Once I'm in a pool or the ocean, good luck with you convincing me to get out - unless my life is in danger. I love being in the water, listening to the waves crash, the river flow, etc. It's not entirely relaxing but it makes me feel calm and at home. I should have a mermaid photo shoot soon! ;)

Lastly, I just want to be happy. It sounds simple right? It is but sometimes, I can't help but ask myself: why, why is it so hard? Sometimes, I think I lose track of what's happening right in front of me. My mind likes going places, places that I shouldn't be in. You know that feeling when you're in a perfect moment but then your mind starts to wander off and then you lose it. You either get lost or you snap back into the perfect moment. I just want to be happy and that's something that I'll always be working on.

Now, it's time to watch that thesis, write that paper and jot down those notes. :)