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I'd said that I was fine but,
all honesty knows, I wasn't ready, no
Sara Bareilles' sure knows how to hit the spot with this song, Bluebird. There are so many songs on my iTunes that just keep breaking my heart. This leads me to asking myself why do I keep listening to such songs? Maybe I could relate or something? I like the melody? It's deep? I can come up with a million reasons for that but honestly, I don't know why.
I guess the feeling that someone understands you so much that they even made a song for you, kind of feeling gives me a sense of security. Why do people listen to heartbreaking songs? Is it fun to have your heart broken over and over?
I remember the times when I would put on sad songs and let the tears flow but after a while, my heart refuses to release any more tears. It wasn't fun, I found myself weird actually but when I look through the 1,159 songs, I put on those that can break my heart in a span of 3 minutes.
There was this one song that got me all the time. The song itself and the memories it brought, it never fails to break my heart. 愛なんて (Ai Nante/ What's Love?) - NEWS
Just how far have I walked?
If I look back behind me, I'll find a trail of tears.
I was wounded, and hurt others in return.
And now I've finally reached the place where you hide.
Such a thing as love;
It's only you, you demand too much, and I don't have it all...
Such a thing as love;
If you're not there there's no meaning to life!
Do you truly love me with all your heart?
Even now, I feel insecure yeah...
Within my dreams, I saw your face and you were crying desperately,
Please stop crying;
I won't let you go,
you are the one and nothing matters more.
Such a thing as the future,
If you aren't there, then I can't see it.
It's unnecessary.
The morning rays of sunlight
Shone upon your sleeping face and I smiled, embarrassed
Because we were happy then
I wish that the love I felt during those days
Would continue on till.. forever
Such a thing as love;
It is only you,
you demand too much and I don't have it all!
* a long way down with you
Such a thing as love;
If you're not there then there's no meaning to life.
No matter how much I love you, it seems like it's never enough
Such a thing as the future,
If you aren't there, then I can't see a future...
I guess I'm going to end it with another heartbreaking song Long Distance by Bruno Mars
There's only so many songs that I could sing to pass the time~
This one, I keep close to my heart because it's the song that touches the subject I'm quite sensitive about.
I know I'm not really the person you need hugs and kisses from, but I hope I can comfort you even just a little bit. >:D< :* It's kind of wrong for me to say this, but I know your pain. Every single day, it never leaves. If you need a friend, I'm here for you no matter what. :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Nicolette >:D< I know you understand me, very well actually. We've shared the same kind of pain <3
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