Dear You

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The moment you read this line, you'd know that this letter is for you.

Do you remember asking me how I felt about getting together? I said "I think it'll be fun because we're good friends!" then I would laugh shyly but little did you know what I was dying to be with you! I know that you were joking around when you first offered to be my boyfriend, I laughed at you too but what you didn't know was that I really wanted you to.

I can go on and list so much memories that meant a lot to me but I never told you.

You remember that time when you asked me when our anniversary is and I couldn't answer you? I wasn't sure, you were my first. I didn't know how these things work!

In a short time - two years going on three? That's short, right? We grew so much as a couple and as individuals but life got the best of us and we knew, we couldn't handle it anymore. Or at least, I couldn't.

I told you I wanted time alone, it was hard to say that and I never knew how much I would regret such a thing. It's been two months since that happened and up until now, I don't know if I want it all back.

One thing is for sure though, I want you back.

The situation is not ideal and I don't know if I want to be in the same situation as we were.. I don't know how long it will take before I can finally answer myself.

I always wondered if you felt the same way too.

I'd never forget a good friend like you, I'd never want to let that friendship just rot either.

I guess I'm just a wreck right now. Maybe I need to hear your voice, see your face or just feel you around again.. just to get me back on track?

Weird, I know.