Sleeping wide open.
I guess I forgot to publish this before.I can barely recall the last day I slept and woke up feeling happy.
I have no idea how many days or months that it has been since you actually called me after saying "I'll call you later" even though I try to reassure myself by asking you to promise - just so you'd be obliged to do so... You never do.
I always end up staying up late until I can't keep my eyes open anymore. I stay awake 'til the wee hours of the morning waiting for my phone to ring but it never does.
I wait for you all morning to see if you remember the promise you've made the night before and yet.. nothing.
Although my phone rings sometime in the day, it ends up the same way.
I don't know what to say, how to say. What to do, if I should do it. I understand your side, I just wonder if you knew I've been waiting for you all this time.
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