Back in high school, I thought I would be one of those people who would always keep in touch with my close high school friends. I thought I would have a lot of time to hang out with them, go to their houses and live my life as if I was still a fourth year high school student. I was wrong. I guess I overestimated myself.

Now that we're all in different colleges with different schedules, I find it lonely. I'm totally out of my comfort zone. There's no more highs school friends that will make you feel at home. No more after school trips to Glorietta just to take purikuras. No more all of that. Now, after school, I go home and then sleep. On my free days, I sleep some more. Well there's work and homework but where do I find time for my high school friends? I noticed that I'm disappearing, yes I know it's obvious. I don't intend to do it on purpose tho. I don't know why I do it but it happens. Maybe this is my own way of trying to protect myself from all the loneliness and sadness I'm going to feel once I face the reality that you're all far away and there's a few people I can run to and have that same comfort of being in high school :-<

Sometimes I just want time to stop. Stop and let me absorb it, please @-) Someone once said The world stops when Kaye has a problem/ is mad. How I wish it does but believing in this is like saying I can fly! Or something like that.

Well, now that I know how much I miss all my high school friends, it's time to schedule dinners, late night McDo dates, Starbucks hang outs and what not :)

You can do this Kaye, I know you can :)